dreams

Up until now I have a had a few dreams that I knew were trying to teach me something or warn me of something. It was my day off and nights I usually work. so my husband knowing I am so grumpy without my sleep, let me wander off to bed in the middle of the day.

I go to sleep and I am dreaming that I am awake and seeing this house that I want to be at. it is beautiful white stairs, green garden. I am walking around thinking I know this house. Then I am dreaming that I pick up my phone to try and find the house that I have been seeing. I am thinking in my dream that I have been at that house before and how bad I want to go there again. Not long after picking up my phone in my dream, I find the house on the phone and am astonished that it's on my phone. I call my brother Eli (as I am dreaming still) and show him the house on the phone. I am switching pix around the house and showing him. I say to him "I cant believe this house is on the internet. I want to go there. do you know this house?" He says "you dont know this house?" i reply "No" he drops his head and cries. I say "what's wrong" he says "this is the temple." I cry. there came the answer that I knew I had been there and knew that house. yet there I was not recognizing it fully. as I am crying in my dream, my son jumps on my bed and awakes me.
I call my husband to the room and explain to him my dream. he says "it's been a long time. The Guy upstairs watches over you and here he is trying to tell you"
the next thing I feel is my aunt's presence. i feel like she is looking out for me too. she probably reported that I have been to the temple foreeeever. I was angry and found excuses for not going, but I know Heavenly Father's been looing over me and my family and He misses me. What a way to teach me.

auntie lita

My auntie Lita fought a good fight. she taught me patience, love, faith. she loved my kids and took care of gma and gpa. home hasnt been the same since she passed. For the past couple of years I have taken her to appts and couldnt have imagined that I would miss her this much. I went into wal-greens a week ago and almost broke down just cuz I would go there to get her meds for her. I looked at my calendar to make sure I had my week scheduled only to find that I didnt have to adjust my work to work around her appts.
She was always paying her bills on time and if she said she would pay you back, that's exactly what she would do. If you would tell her that you promised something she would expect the same from you. and if you didnt keep ur side of the deal you'd be sure to hear about it. As a child she would let us sleep in her room with her at times and she would tell you of her dreams and stories about her sisters.
She was diagnosed with cancer after she moved in with me and Keai. Sometimes her pain was so bad it would be hard to listen. I dont think i could take all that she went through. Heavenly Father waited to make sure that I did learn from her and that I would have patience and love her before he took her. I am grateful I had the opportunity to help take care of her. Our home is too quiet without your laugh. I miss u Lita. I am glad u dont have to suffer any more.

zerins 9th bday

For Zerins 9th bday her dad took her, kale, veni, littl apisai, vili, loni and lexi to Nickelcade. it looks ghetto to us but the kids luv it so there they went. I had to wk that night so I slept in. a couple of hours later keai calls and the van had died. lol. so i go to pick them up and then we took them on our cars to Chucks....was soo hungry. so glad we spent time w/the kids and zerin but I know that there's no way I could handle that many kids 24hrs. too mucho for me. Zerin got an ipod shuffle and shoes frm her aunt Laina. we gave her $$ and then just made sure she had fun.


Soni had his farewell program this past sunday. he's going to nicaragua. so happy for him and his family. was so pleasantly suprised at how well he prepared for his talk. he's gonna do great! the Lord does bless those that have the desire!