my little initias

The girls in our primary had to do an Indian nbr. i spent a couple of days making outfits. the girls looked great. I was so amazed at how well they knew their dance.

gym for my 600 cal

was so excited when i awoke to get to the gym but one thing came up after another. finally around 2pm I got myself in my car to go. started with weights for upper body. sweated through that and it was feelin great. then I get on the eliptical and was so hard. I was waiting for the negative voice in my head to give up and be quiet. pushed myself thru til I hit 500Cal. couldnt feel my feel by then so i got off and did some situps. finally, I was feeling a little better and got back on to hit my 600!! yay!! i didnt feel like i sweat as much as i normally do til i get in the sauna. this old man had sprayed the whole room with a hose and it was piping hot. I couldnt stay in my whole 10min., but gosh did that make up the for nonsweating feeling I had. i was dripping. i went back for a few min but by the time i came out, I was lightheaded. came home to wking on the grass with keai. never thought I'd say this but it is relaxing to be outside doing gardening or wking on our fence. for dinner we ate ice cream and cake. how healthy lol.

didnt feel like wking out...

...then i come into gym n burned 600Cal. way to impress myself-build my self esteem cheehoo!!

updates

Veni's now done with Kindergarten and looking fwd to having all the kids in school fulltime. Kale's gonna be a 6th grader and Zerin a 5th grader this upcoming fall. Been feeling a lot better. more self esteem and confidence going to gym for the past 3 weeks. now i wake up looking fwd to the good feelins I get when I exercise. nothing like it! When I miss it feels like my day doesnt go as well. Went part time at work but already seeing finances drop so waiting on them to approve me back to full-time Hoi. Keai mom was a little sick so need to have Keai call her again. Steven went on a fieldtrip (he's 5) and he had asked me to go but all the parents filled up the spots avail. Veni still asked me to come so I drove all the way up to Hogle Zoo and walked 1/2 a mile to see him and his class at the backgate. I was waiting to see his suprised "I am happy to my mom" look but he instead saw me and ran and hid. He was embarrassed! dang dont he know I just spent $12 to get in. made me wanna go home already. he's way too young to already be embarrassed. toni ke pa'i. hehehe